Empty Canvas

Here I am in the middle of the night

lifes flashes through my mind's eyes 

Thinking about you my friend and life would never get this bored

Thinking of you my friends, 

and this endless pile of work seems so bearable to face

Thinking of you my beloved friends and dozen crazy things we might do when we are out of nowhere together

Here I am again in the middle of the darkness 

Loneliness crawling in my skin like a rattle snakes chocked its poison inside your body

shattered your determination and your glass canon world into ugly devastated comatose states

Loneliness is like a fire that burnt you down in any minutes without early notice, 

but then again a fire which can be watered by only your existence.

Happiness flourished just by thinking the dumbess think we might do together. 

Here I am thinking that faraway from you can 

sunken me to the deepest need in my bare heart. 

Deep down inside I savoured your being with me. I craved for our time dimension intercourse to each other.

I pleaded

I bleed

I begged

I cried for this missing colour of my life,

For you happening again in my next empty canvas.

I am so damn missing you

"The friends you make in college are friends you'll have for life,even if you don't talk for years at a time"

Juli's Mom, from "flat~out Love"